Goodbye Childhood
Hello, I'm going to talk about something that's not very
scientific today. Strange, because now I'm holding myself to not cry while
writing this. But I really don't have a reason to cry. Sometimes people come to
your mind at once, for no reason. You want to learn them all of a sudden.
Someone who doesn't think of you suddenly comes to your mind and for no reason…
Anyway, my mind went to a man who left me very valuable things, teaches me a
lot and values me very much.
It was two o'clock at night. I just wanted to know how he was and what he did. This man I mentioned is one of my rare friends who even witnessed my childhood. We almost grew up together, and I remembered our memories, our love for each other, how precious it was for me, and his smell.
It was two o'clock at night. I just wanted to know how he was and what he did. This man I mentioned is one of my rare friends who even witnessed my childhood. We almost grew up together, and I remembered our memories, our love for each other, how precious it was for me, and his smell.
I had already investigated this situation. I mean, you
suddenly remember someone you never thought of. In a book by Nicola Tesla, he
wrote about how strong his brain frequencies are and how he might affect you
from time to time. I begged God to have this happen because it would be
especially great at such a difficult time for him to think of me too. Also when
I was ready to tell him I love him.
Our houses have always been side by side since we were
young. Even now, while I was sitting on the first floor, he was sitting on the
tenth floor until last night. I sent a message as I thought it was. I would
remember the word of Ted Mosby ;after about half an hour after 2 o'clock at
night. Nothing after two is good. Just sleep after two at night. The reply to
my message was not delayed. This man, I was trying to open as the conversation
went on, went to other cities far away from me when I thought he was right next
to me.
What is not crying? Just to be quiet and sit down? It was a
terrible night. Me and he tried two more times before that. But I did not
understand how valuable his existence was and I refused him, and now my destiny
refused me. I loved everything he left me once again. And in the end I realized
that even if you don't take people out of your life over time, fate may do this
unnoticed. But when you realize the game of fate, you cannot bear the departure
of even a person who is very insignificant for you. I think the idea that we
will meet somewhere again is a pink lie that makes us very comfortable.
Also, nowadays it is hard to find valuable people, and when
you realize the fact ‘’that these excellent people you find can go forever at
once’’ you grow up, you can become more loyal and more faithful, overnight, to
your friends and to the pen you have. So now I have a better understanding of
the importance of loving. Loving, loving a person against fate. Being together
even though fate does not separate. Wherever you go.
I don't know, of course, but when you love a person very,
very much, you may not be able to leave her/him physically when you take into
account the variability of her/his course and life, except for the difficult
situations. Do you understand what married couples swear? I will also love
you against fate.
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