I WANT SOMETHING JUST LIKE THIS

I thought a lot about what the preferences are made of. I understood that the answer was again from the complete or incomplete self and love. I thought why people who have nothing to lose are fearless. The only thing to lose is love.Love of money, love of authority, love of profession, love of interest, love of lover, love of family ... So it goes on and on. Whatever you think without stopping in your mind is yours. Your fear of losing it comes from your love for it.

People's preferences are not shaped by what they have. It is shaped according to your fears. Sometimes I look at myself and my past, my decisions. I have had extremely dangerous times. I got into places I shouldn't have entered, I met people I shouldn't have met, a lot of things I shouldn't have ...I did not do any of them because I was fond of adrenaline. I tried many different things for adrenaline. I did adrenaline on things I loved. Not on things I didn't know.

I finally realized that the most important thing and my biggest fear for me is to be alone in the crowd. Even though there were plenty of people around, I tried to live alone. This opened the doors to all dangerous decisions for me. I never regretted it afterwards, but I say how I was able to do it when I felt safe and peaceful. Then I came to mind a few people, one of whom is still a friend of mine and a woman I highly respect.She has a faintly sharp and sad but shining voice like her eyes. Gökçe is a Swiss woman with whom you can feel her gentle and touching eyes in the green of her eyes.

No matter how lonely this woman was left alone, no matter how desperate she was, she never made an asshole like me and chose the wrong one. So why did not many people like this woman and this woman follow this generalization? Here is a fine link between emotional emptiness and character. When I personally fall into the slightest emotional emptiness, I am open to all the dangerous and troubled ways. Is this my character or am I just a poor person trying to fill the emptiness?I’m not sure about it. But I am sure that knowing yourself fully means that you have character. How sublime it is to be a character rather than a type!

Ask yourself if you have a personality, ask your desperate moments and every action you take will answer you. But don't ask this question once or only in one place. Because people are the people of the atom that wants minimum energy and maximum disorder. You can change and be someone else at any time.

Remember, maybe your love is your danger.

I am not in the danger Skyler,I’m the danger!

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